Tonight for the first time I put Maggie to bed without her nightly bottle. I've been working on getting her off bottles completely for some time now, but we started in earnest last week. With the holidays and all our time away I didn't feel like it was a good time until now. After her 15 month check up I was told to start the process and that very day I dropped the nap time bottle with no fuss at all. About a week later I tried to drop the morning bottle, but I caved after a few days. The truth is I, not Maggie, wasn't ready to give up bottles yet. Every time I thought about it it seemed as if no bottles suddenly meant she wasn't a baby anymore. It was too soon and I wasn't ready to give up that special time yet. I felt the same way when she weaned herself from nursing - she was ready and I wasn't.
So, last week we dropped the morning bottle and replaced it with a sippy cup. Much to my surprise she took the cup of milk on the second morning of the transition. Up until this point I hadn't been able to get her to drink milk from a sippy cup. She drinks about half while we have some snuggle time and then the rest at breakfast. All this week we've been heating her nighttime bottle less and less (she doesn't like a cold bottle) and last night she drank about 1/4 of it and pushed it away. We read two books, brushed our teeth and she went right to bed. So tonight was the final test - no bottle at all. She had her bath and got dressed for bed. We took our usual position in the rocking chair (she is asking for the baba at this point) and we sit down. I offer her a sippy cup of milk which she pushes away and after that she settles in with her thumb in her mouth as we read Guess How Much I Love You. The only protest I got was when I suggested we read Goodnight Moon (which we have read every night for her entire life!) and she cried and wanted to read Guess How Much one more time. Teeth were brushed and she met Monkey in the crib for a date to dream land.
So, I'm trying not to look at it as an ending, but a beginning. She is growing up so fast and I don't think she could ever guess just how much I love her.